Monday, February 01, 2010
I'm really exhausted. But I can't sleep. I feel so helpless. I wish I can do more.
Recalling about punggol boy doesn't make me feel better.
dozing off at 9:22 AM
Saturday, January 30, 2010
When I was young, I would hold my birthday party at Macdonalds annually. However, I never knew that the significance of birthdays was more than just receiving presents alone. Until I went back to Church and realised how much importance they placed on celebrating birthdays, it then dawn on me that birthday is actually the day of God's creation.
The fact that my birth is delayed so that I can have the same birthday as my daddy is all part of God's plan. I am the choosen one. :)
I remember my 16th birthday was a busy one as I rushed from one place to another to celebrate with my loved ones. I remember Sharon specially reserved the long table at Paradise TCT so that my spiritual family can spend my birthday with me. I remember the plaque which Shaun stayed up for a few nights to make. Finally, I remember Hui Min writing this in my card: "This is the first birthday which I am celebrating for you and I look forward to many more to come in the years."
Sadly, I think she will not be able to fulfill this statement anymore since she is no longer around. Nonetheless, I thank God that I still have an awesome spiritual family who care. Today, Weng Yew baked oreo cheesecake and did a mini celebration for me. I even got my first present from him. When I thanked him, he was humble enough to ask me to thank God instead!
Indeed, I truely thank God for this family. I am convicted that no matter what happens, we will be united as one. All of you mean so much to me. :)
dozing off at 8:29 AM
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Its 2.24am. I finally compiled my JC photos which are going to be developed at Kodaks tomorrow! After graduating from a school, I will always have a album containing all the memories. I remember I had so many photos from ZHSS that I have to buy extra pages for the album. I can't imagine how many extra pages my JC album will need. All the camwhoring sessions! =S
Life has been pretty good so far. Although it is aimless and I have been sleeping a lot, but this is probably going to be the longest holiday I have until I retire at 70 years old. So I'm making the most out of it - earn money, complete some of my dreams, pack my room, run, sleep, meet up with friends (yes Jeff, it will be your turn soon!)...and the list goes on.
Time to sleep again! :P
dozing off at 10:23 AM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
dozing off at 12:19 AM
Friday, January 15, 2010
Finally, the camp is over.
Hong Kah Secondary is in Jurong West so I have been surviving on 4 hours of sleep for the past 3 days. In addition, coaching is so exhausting. I am so drained and my complexion is horrible. Nonetheless, it feels awesome to recieve my first pay of the year.
I'm still working towards earning 2k a month. I just signed a contract yesterday so I will be attached to Singtel Digital Media next week.
Yeah! I can do it, yes I can!
dozing off at 8:57 AM
Thursday, January 07, 2010

It is one of my greatest dreams to visit Egypt one day. But until that day comes, I have the following pictures to inspire me to work harder. Together with jm and sume, we visited the National museum to view "Quest for Immortality - The World of Ancient Egypt". I love being a student, the admission was $0.00! :D

A sculpture on the interior of pyramid.

Some stone which was found in a pyramid.

An ancient Egypt coffin typically looks like that.

There is even painting on the inside of the coffin.

X-rays were done on the mummys to find out their identities. Cool eh?

Sume said that this mummy has huge feet. LOL.
After viewing the exhibition, we went to Starbucks to chill. For once, we are no longer there to mug. It feels awesome to chat over coffee without worrying about the number of days left to As.
dozing off at 9:19 PM
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
I met Regina yesterday to sell off my past year papers and ten year series at Bras Basah. Although she did warn me that I can't earn much, I am still appall that my 2 years of hardwork is
only worth $9. =/ I was complaining to Ivan that recruit agencies are taking JC students for granted, showing preference over poly students. His reply was, "Really mah. What kind of useful stuff did you
really learn in your two years?" TSK TSK. =_= Seriously, you guys who have never been through the JC route can never understand the kind of pain (
mentally, emotionally, physically) we suffered.
Anyway, I wanted to say that it was a great day yesterday! Regina never fails to put a smile on my face. She just has this ability! She even understands me well enough to get me a useful Christmas present! Amazing woman! :)) I'm glad to be able to catch up with her through a short heart to heart session.
Babe, I promise to tell you what had upset me when I'm ready k. Thank you for being so understanding! I also met my spiritual family after my interview and we had an awesome fellowship session through "I never".
Praise the Lord for the quality time and for my brothers good IB results. Future doctor and business man! So proud of them. :)
I went down to Kallang to paddle today. Perhaps I haven't been exposed to dirty water for a long time, I'm feeling very itchy right now. Yucks. I hate this kind of feeling. Anyway, paddling without my team seemed aimless. I guess thats how competitive canoeing is, there is simply no such thing as a recreational canoeist. In fact, I think that will be an insult to the sport. I think that is why Ms Ng is so upset? She loves the sport so much and yet her students do not share the same extent of appreciation. I'm quite worried for her. I don't want her to break down. :(
Alrights, I still feel itchy and I already bath ok! Shall attempt to sleep now, hopefully the itch doesn't disrupt that.
dozing off at 9:05 AM